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I really love you, I love you to the point where it hurts. I don’t want to think about it, and...

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 18:39:27 -0400

I really love you, I love you to the point where it hurts. I don’t want to think about it, and I don’t want it to be true.. All the signs point to it, it feels like you’re hiding something..something that I’m so scared to ask about.. yes I confronted you about it, but it just feels as if you really didn’t want to speak about it. I’ve gone through this pain so much, that I found it better to let it eat me inside out rather than lose you. Sadly, I won’t bring it up, because I’m just scared of everything that will go away.. I.. I.. Don’t want to lose you, but the thoughts that run through my head kill me.

If you’re hiding something, I want to know…I really don’t want to find out by myself..

Life fucking hurts.

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 01:27:07 -0400

Hello Tumblr, I'm currently back.. and I got a vent for you.

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 00:37:12 -0500

Let’s be honest.. I don’t have any close friends anymore. I guess that’s what happens when you get in a relationship .. you seem to push others away but not on purpose. You’re in a bubble where you and your significant other just join worlds and sometimes that means you do things that you don’t notice until.. time calls for whatever you need or want and it’s not there.

To get to the point, I’m in a 7 month relationship. Oh yes, almost a year…well kind of. It’s not bad to say, but I believe these months are the months where we get really comfortable with everything.. and I mean everything. It’s a great feeling don’t get me wrong.. but it can also be the worse thing that can happen. When that comforting feeling starts to settle in and it stays.. the chase.. stops. The chase that gets your heart beating faster and faster, the things that make you day dream in math class, everything that made you fall for that one person.

Now, I don’t know if that chase is going to stop, but if it does I’m still going to be there and do everything I can to show her my love.. but the thing that I’m scared of.. is will she stop the chase ? Will the feelings find a wall and turn back ? Will she find another ? She tells me that she won’t and I trust her with my life.. but there’s that doubt in your head, your heart, and that little itty bitty feeling in your stomach that tells you otherwise.. it keeps you on your toes but also kills you inside… this is a test, or I would like to call it.. How long can you keep sane until you break and ruin everything ? Yeah.. I tend to overthink if you’re reading this.. but I don’t think overthinking is bad.. it actually prepares you for what can happen.

This is my vent to you and to tumblr.. my life is great by the way ! But in life we have ups and downs. I love my girlfriend very much, I just needed to get that off my chest without hurting anyone or saying something wrong. Thanks Tumblr for always being there.. you’re a great friend.

seabassmvs: MY GAWWWDDD….

Thu, 08 Nov 2012 18:19:00 -0500

seabassmvs:

MY GAWWWDDD….

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Mon, 05 Nov 2012 23:21:32 -0500

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Mon, 05 Nov 2012 23:19:56 -0500

nidoqueeen: obama is tired of your bullshit

Mon, 05 Nov 2012 23:16:23 -0500

nidoqueeen:

obama is tired of your bullshit

retroprincess89: riddleswithtom: mfkevin: “oh, there are...

Mon, 05 Nov 2012 23:14:03 -0500

retroprincess89:

riddleswithtom:

mfkevin:

“oh, there are pictures.. I keep them where I need the most cheering up.”

reblogging this again… For those who don’t know the story behind this:

Before Maggie was born, Homer Simpson worked at the Nuclear Plant because he needed the money to pay for all the debt. Once Homer Simpson finally payed the debt, he quit his job to work at his dream job at the bowling alley. When Homer Simpson found out that Marge was pregnant with Maggie, he became depressed that he had to quit his job at the bowling alley because the salary couldn’t support them. When Homer Simpson begged Mr. Burns for his old life back, he put a plaque that reads “Don’t Forget: You’re Here Forever.” When Maggie was born, Homer instantly fell in love with her. When Lisa asked Homer where did all Maggie’s baby pictures went, Homer explains that he keeps it where he needs it the most…

rubydoux: thesochillnetwork: Can’t pick your favorite Avenger?...

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 00:04:28 -0400

rubydoux:

thesochillnetwork:

Can’t pick your favorite Avenger? Just be ALL the Avengers

Pretty sure I’ve felt like this man looks.

sarah-stotle: cybergirlfriend: the way my dad watches the...

Tue, 23 Oct 2012 00:41:23 -0400

sarah-stotle:

cybergirlfriend:

the way my dad watches the debate

I am so fucking weak

dianabaabe: Snoop Dogg’s reasons for not voting for Mitt...

Tue, 09 Oct 2012 12:02:32 -0400

dianabaabe:

Snoop Dogg’s reasons for not voting for Mitt Romney. Via Instagram.

THIS IS REAL HE REALLY TWEETED THIS I JUST CHECKED

hahahahahahahahahahahahaa OMG…shits COMEDY

HAHAHHAHAHAHA

This Big Heart,

Wed, 03 Oct 2012 02:49:59 -0400

Has finally found someone that understands what it feels like to be forgotten, replaced, used, taken for granted, and hurt. It’s like we went through all that bullshit for this very moment… I’m not wasting my time, I’m trying to make this work and make sure it continues to work. She’s just perfect.

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 03:19:24 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

I just want to spend more time with you.

Thu, 20 Sep 2012 18:21:26 -0400

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Mon, 10 Sep 2012 01:03:00 -0400

because you can’t not reblog your president silently jamming...

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 01:21:39 -0400

because you can’t not reblog your president silently jamming out

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Fri, 07 Sep 2012 00:20:24 -0400